Saying Goodbye to Bryant, Joy for the Journey

Some thoughts on the road of healing after the loss of my 14 year old son by suicide

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

A Dinosaur and Daily Life

I can't believe how long it's been since I last wrote. Did I mention before that my computer is a dinosaur, big and slow as ever? But since I want to follow the scriptural admonition to "do everything without complaining" I won't expound any further about it. I mention it only to give partial explanation for my lengthy blogging-break. ( My seventeen year old son just told me that he tried to log online a few days ago as he was talking with a friend by phone and old Gateway-Rex took 58 minutes to connect. Need I say more? )

Besides dealing with my dinosaur of a computer, daily life has been going fairly well. Today is day 204. There are still occasional moments when it feels like a terrible dream. I've joined a wonderful support group for mother's who have had a child die. That has been a very good thing. There is so much to say about this walk by faith with the Lord, but I don't have time tonight to share it all. I'll be back as soon as I can to share more.

" Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in Me. " John 14:1